another new favorite

I have had an alright week,feeling down and annoyed for myself,really. I have come to the realization that I just might never have my own classroom or full-time teaching job so I just need to move on from that dream and focus on something else. It is tough to start to accept that but it is what it is and I am beyond tired of being sad,ashamed,mad,bitter,jealous and hurt over it all;I don't want to cry about it anymore. 

He has bigger plans for me. I just need to stick with Him and trust in Him.

(yeah,I am impatient and I tend to forget that He knows better than I...on a daily weekly basis)

So these words really hit home for me.

I've had all these plans piled up sky high 
A thousand dreams on hold
And I don't know why, 
I  got a front row seat 
To the longest wait
And I just can't see
Past the things I pray
Today

But when I fix my eyes on all that You are
Then every doubt I feel
Deep in my heart
Grows strangely dim
All my worries fade
And fall to the ground
Cause when I seek Your face
And don't look around
Any place I'm in
Grows strangely dim 

Sometimes where I stand
On this narrow road Is in a raging storm
Or a valley low
But oh 
I don't know I don't know
What tomorrow may hold
But I know but I know
That You're holding it all
So no matter what may come

I'm gonna fix my eyes on all that You are
Til every doubt I feel
Deep in my heart
Grows strangely dim
Let all my worries fade
And fall to the ground
I'm gonna seek Your face
And not look around
Til place I'm in
Grows strangely dim


Another Francesca Battistelli song that just speaks volumes to me..